There is a special Angel in Heaven
that is a part of us.
It is not where we wanted her
but where God wanted her to be.
She was here just for awhile
like a night time shooting star.
And though she is in Heaven
she isn't very far.
She touched the lives of many
like only an Angel can do.
I would've held her every minute
if the end I only knew.
So I send this special message
to the Heaven up above.
Please take care of our Angel
and send her all our love

 

What Makes a Mother?

 

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother
And I know I heard him say.

A Mother has a baby
This we know is true.
But God can you be a Mother
When your baby''s not with you?

Yes, you can He replied
With confidence in His voice
I give many women babies
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this, God
I want my baby here
He took a breath and cleared His throat
And then I saw a tear.

I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say

"We go to earth and learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lesson very quickly
My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
"Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."

So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are OK
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with me
Until your lesson is through
And on the day that you come home
They'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.

 

Happy Girl, With a beautiful smile.

3yrs old, 2003

 

One night I cried to Jesus
As I sat beneath the tree.
I looked into the open sky
And hoped He'd answer me.

 

I'm lost dear Lord
I've traveled far but still I seem to roam.
Please light the way and lead me, Lord
I need to go back home.

 

I told Him of my burdens
And of the sadness in my heart.
That from His gracious love
I'd never felt so far apart.

 

Why did you take my child, Lord?
I cannot understand.
No longer can I touch her face
Or hold her tiny hand.

 

I'm angry, Lord, I'm missing her
I'm drowning in my sorrow.
Please help to heal my yesterday
And face each new tomorrow.

 

It was then I heard her gentle voice
And felt her presence near.
How I wanted so to hold her
As I cried another tear.

 

She said.. Mommy, I'm an angel now
My spirit will be free.
I'm an angel now in heaven
So please don't cry for me.

 

I was chosen by our Lord above
And now I'm in His care.
Whenever you need me
Just look inside your heart
I promise to be there.

 

No one can ever take away
Our bond with one another.
For I'll always be your child
As you will always be my mother.

 

So if you cannot find your way
Or the road to home seems far.
Just look up to the Heavens
And I'll be your guiding star.

 

She said, Mommy, I'm an angel now
My spirit will be free.
I'm an angel now in Heaven
There's no need to cry for me.
~Author Unknown~